Cancer scares

So since December 2nd 2022 I have gone and going through another cancer scare. In the last 6 months I have had 4 different cancer scares.

My first on 2nd December 2022 I was told it looked like I had Multiple Myeloma, the 9th December they then thought I had Throat cancer, then last month they thought due to lichen sclerosis I may have vulva cancer, thankfully I had none of them, though the vulva cancer is a high possibility in the future, so have to have 6 monthly checks or any problems I have to be seen straight away. My fourth cancer scare is now, two weeks ago I saw the doctor, and was referred to breast cancer clinic, tomorrow I find out.

Since Dad died I have anxiety attacks regularly, with my sister in law dying Jan 2021, then Dad dying June 21 and my brother being diagnosed with cancer has made me scared of cancer. Since December I have had anxiety attacks up to 4 or 5 times a day.

My brothers girlfriend has just had to have a mastectomy due to breaat cancer and I am petrified of having cancer. The fear of the vulva cancer and now the possible breast cancer has made me feel really unwell. I have tried to keep my mind busy, but it’s in a brain fog most of the time.