Now Day New beginnings

Today I’m still struggling, but instead of going further down the slippery slope of doom, I’ve decided to focus on other things.

I appreciate people don’t have time and I appreciate that some people can’t deal with other people or their depression. However, I’ve decided today that I have to help myself and sadly have to walk away from situations that cause me to dislike myself more. In making other people happy I have become unhappy.

I didn’t do SI, I took some medication to help me sleep and played calming music to fall asleep to. It helped.

So I’ve been working on making my own holograms, today I am going to do a bigger model, my first was only 4cm, today I want to make it at least 15 to 20cm if not larger.

I have had Slim(the fox) and her 3 cubs visit me, there was 4 I can only hope that the cub was playing in another garden. Its lovely seeing them play in the water bowl and roll about with each other. They are quite gorgeous and cheeky.

Currently I’m knitting another dog blanket, this time it’s for a Norwich fc supporters. I had lovely feedback from a couple of the blankets I knitted for the charity The Maggie Fleming Animal Hospice and Karass Sanctuary If you haven’t heard of them, please look them up. Alexis Fleming is a wonderful lady who set up the first ever UK animal Hospice, she relies purely on donations and though she suffers from poor health, her love for the animals is second to none.

Going back to the blankets, I was given such lovely feedback, and I hope to make some more to make money for The Maggie Fleming Hospice.

Anyway back to today, well its a new day, I can’t make the world right and I can change how people behave. What I can do is change how they effect me.

Have a wonderful day today and I hope that you only cry tears of happiness xxx